Its all too much...

News from the hospital is that the whole illness thing with husband was started by Glandular fever.

Apparently it got introduced into his spinal column - from his surgery I guess, and that is what has caused all the problems and illness things that have been going on for what seems like forever.

I am now struggling...everything has focused on him, which in itself isnt a problem, but it has now gone so far that he wont do ANYTHING...not a thing.

He wont help in the house, he wont help with the garden, he wont help with the boys...not a thing.

Im getting to the point where I am now cross...he is just being lazy.

I know that he is struggling with feeling ill and tired, but it has now turned into a giant "feel sorry for me" fest.

I could cry.

And quite often do.